Utterly confused. That’s the state I’m always in. Always wondering what the hell should i do now! Never get answers. Just this question. Just me. Nothing to do. Nowhere to go. Nothing to wish. Nothing to know. No directions, no targets. No ambition, no desires. For I know, all that I wish, are things that aren’t meant for me to have. And all that I will have, aren’t things that I do want to have.